Friday, April 27, 2012

I believe in her so much its true, can't see this thro-o-ough, o-ouh-oo
all I feel now are the bluesss, babyy, don't wanna lie, wanna stay true, (but i hate to say IT!
what i make it for??what can I doo-ooo...
why I fake it for???why can't I just be coo-oo-ool.
its 4:55 am and I'm awake thinking about you...i have a doctor's appointment tomorrow at 2 pm and I haven't slept a good sleep in awhile.


But that doesn't deter the fact that my mind can't stop its gears and grind to halt. No, not when I'm thinking about you.




I miss you.




There hasn't been a night yet where I haven't thought about you. You're everything to me still..it's sad to admit..it hurts to admit it.

I hate to feel this still while you feel nothing
it makes me ill and feel like i am the silly
one to miss you so feverishly.


fuck this. dude




I want to make languages and speak with you, talk to you. I want us to be weird with each other and accept each other for who we are. I'm sorry I became so shady, I'm sorry I became so gross and naughty. I'm sorry for everything.


I just want it all back, how many sorries must it take?! =[


its never coming back. and I miss you so.



Is it over yet man?

I swear this is true, I'm just that in love man.
can't help but be hooked, like a fish on the line
how i wish i had a dime, she's always on my mind
don't know what to do, one love, one love, like bob marley
But these slobs hardly, give me a hard on, sluts and their behinds
I ain't trying to dance behind. I keep a close distance, if that makes sense
but these girls don't make sense, I'm sorry, I juts don't make sense. I'm not looking for a second dance, a second chance, I reckon change ain't something I'm repping mayng. My own style's so insane, gotta keep myself on the same, level as these fucking lames, but I gotta say I'm fly, yeah I'm sorry cocky, but my fly's down now so say hi, to my little dick bitch suck it dryyyy now.
fuck rape, fuck racism, and fuck haters,
all yall fucking take what we make and dip down the fader
fucking sinister, darth vadar, minister, bought later, religion wasnt turned on in my head yet maybe, I realized that I didn't udnerstand what I was saying until now I know ho I am and I know what must be done. I havne't stayed concious enough for long, and when I write and flow it comes out, IO know who I am, iI can can ebe in the zone right now.

i spit a flow

My heart is made of gold, so them bitches be mining anyways, gold diggers

my heart is made of gold, why you thinking these bitches digging for?
(why you think these bitches diggin me or dont you think these bitches diggin me
my art is where im sold, im top of the line, spitting from the top every line, these bitches tops are looking fine, they take em off and im like damnn dimee.

a dime's just a ten away, itinerary, fingers hairy, find me haley, shes a big browned cutie, peeling back her layers cause she's a friggin cutie,
feeling a stack of papers cause money is my duty

be mine in seven days
in seven lays, seven ways, we can have a heavens play, angels lay, down in the sand where i kick up my feet yeah man,

i aint a knock off, no metal knocker,
fucking broken foot, how's I'm sposed to make it through the dirt
uneven, it hurts
lost so i curse...
fuck this verse
can't even make it right
like im left-handed
left stranded, with no help handed, to me. i gotta go get help, find myself, that's the first step.

focus, focus: get your shit going, keep your freestyles coming.

don't know what im diong, dont know what im doing
is this what people really want,

Frank Ocean - Thinking About You Remix


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7MHHawGYVvE


Hook

A tornado flew around my room before you came
Excuse the mess it made, it usually doesn't rain
In Southern California, much like Arizona
My eyes don't shed tears, but, boy, they bawl

When I'm thinkin' 'bout you
(Ooh, no, no, no)
I've been thinkin' 'bout you
(You know, know, know)
I've been thinkin' 'bout you
Do you think about me still?
Do ya, do ya?

Chorus

Or do you not think so far ahead? (Ahead)
'Cause I been thinkin' 'bout forever (Oooh, oooh)

Or do you not think so far ahead? (Ahead)
'Cause I been thinkin' 'bout forever (Oooh, oooh)

Verse 1

Girls look at me I get confused, it’s just too taboo,
those aren’t the brown eyes I’m used to,
Never want you to misconstrue, my feelings for you, still true,
Tried to place you in the backseat, but all I do is keep staring back at you, in the rear view
Your love is hard to break through,
I see you in every hue of blue,
Im blind, so my hands only search for you,
they’re not my kind, I condemn,
Im still with you, I tell em, aint that something,
fuck, I miss you, got nothing.
Never wanna bid adieu, every, every, girl I see is you, déjà vu, déjà vu
im wishing I had a way to go back to you, the fact that, my loves still intact its true, its hard to retract my feelings I have for you.
feeling like edgar allan poe, got a raven in tow, don’t you know
Been craving your badly behaving body like a zombie, but you’s a shotty and
You blow my brains, all over the place. Im going insane, off these emotional games, love’s pulling me in different ways, I dont know which way to go,
I'm lost without you oh, oh
I'm thinking about forever, forever don't you know, dont you know


No, I don't like you, I just thought you were cool
Enough to kick it
Got a beach house I could sell you in Idaho
Since you think I don't love you, I just thought you were cute
That's why I kiss you
Got a fighter jet, I don't get fly it, though

I'm lyin' down thinkin' 'bout you
(Ooh, no, no, no)
I've been thinkin' 'bout you
(You know, know, know)
I've been thinkin' 'bout you
Do you think about me still?
Do ya, do ya?

Or do you not think so far ahead? (Ahead)
'Cause I been thinkin' 'bout forever (Oooh, oooh)

Or do you not think so far ahead? (Ahead)
'Cause I been thinkin' 'bout forever (Oooh, oooh)

Yes, of course
I remember, how could I forget?
How you feel?
And though you were my first time
A new feel
It won't ever get old, not in my soul
Not in my spirit, keep it alive
We'll go down this road
'Til it turns from color to black and white

Or do you not think so far ahead? (Ahead)
'Cause I been thinkin' 'bout forever (Oooh, oooh)

Or do you not think so far ahead? (Ahead)
'Cause I been thinkin' 'bout forever (Oooh, oooh)

Verse 2 with Chorus

You rock them crocs on your feet
Still devine, redvine, sweet
Licorice lick her ish, hit that shit,
You were prettiest, with a little dress, fit
Perfectly on your waist, shit
Cant keep my eyes off you still
It’s the truth I cant conceal
Sneak a peek at you I will
Facebook stalking, shit’s gon real
Thinking about you is an understatement, cause your always on my mind
Not sure if I can find, a replacement
another, shiny dime, pretty face,
body great with a mind that aint,
like yours in the first place, these whores are the worst dates,
so why should I waste my time, on these…whatevers, whatevers..