Chinese eggrolls make fried eggs on saturday afternoons

Today was a very uncomfortably comfortable day.

what happened:

1. stuff.
2. more stuff.
3. high school musical 3 with diane! =]
4. awkwardness afterwards..but the good kind..sort of. like when your priest asks you for your myspace or like sn or something.
5. and stuff that ends the stuff from before

last post wass....

compliments from my best friend travis ludlum hahaha...

anyways..





today? hahaha...good day as well =] very good! up the mood people! up up UPPP

last night was...

awesome... in a sexually horny pornographic way.

Cheezewillis (9:56:39 PM): i hope

Cheezewillis (9:56:41 PM): minh ims me
Cheezewillis (9:56:42 PM): one day
grretc (9:57:02 PM): one day
Cheezewillis (9:57:20 PM): lol
Cheezewillis (9:57:22 PM): you little
grretc (10:07:35 PM): watsup duy
Cheezewillis (10:08:33 PM): nothing much homeboy
grretc (10:09:07 PM): there's gotta be something
grretc (10:09:08 PM): something
Cheezewillis (10:09:15 PM): lol minh
Cheezewillis (10:09:17 PM): you're too
Cheezewillis (10:09:21 PM): observant on the
Cheezewillis (10:09:24 PM): missing aspects
Cheezewillis (10:09:25 PM): come on
Cheezewillis (10:09:27 PM): cant i just
Cheezewillis (10:09:29 PM): talk t oyou
grretc (10:09:36 PM): it's just unlikely of you
Cheezewillis (10:09:40 PM): whaaat
Cheezewillis (10:09:43 PM): thats not true man
Cheezewillis (10:09:45 PM): its just beacuse
Cheezewillis (10:09:46 PM): you never
Cheezewillis (10:09:49 PM): talk to me
Cheezewillis (10:09:52 PM): try to get to know me
Cheezewillis (10:09:54 PM): you know
Cheezewillis (10:09:55 PM): so you assume
grretc (10:10:38 PM): .. okay duy
grretc (10:10:41 PM): tell me about yourself
Cheezewillis (10:10:47 PM): alright
Cheezewillis (10:10:47 PM): well
Cheezewillis (10:10:56 PM): im a 16 year old vietnamese boy
Cheezewillis (10:10:58 PM): living in america
Cheezewillis (10:11:06 PM): i live the suburban life
Cheezewillis (10:11:13 PM): trying to fit in, but also trying to not fit in
Cheezewillis (10:11:19 PM): highschoo;
Cheezewillis (10:11:22 PM): is still an awe to me
Cheezewillis (10:11:29 PM): im surprised im a junior
Cheezewillis (10:11:38 PM): time seems to fly by and i miss it quite frequently
Cheezewillis (10:11:45 PM): i have trouble swallowing pills
Cheezewillis (10:11:48 PM): medicine pills that is
Cheezewillis (10:11:55 PM): because what other kinda pills would there be?
Cheezewillis (10:11:56 PM): right?
Cheezewillis (10:12:01 PM): i snore at night
Cheezewillis (10:12:07 PM): i masturbate frequently
Cheezewillis (10:12:16 PM): my father and I have a bad relationship
Cheezewillis (10:12:21 PM): I cried today
Cheezewillis (10:12:40 PM): while spraying away the bits of dog poo left outside after i had cleaned it up
Cheezewillis (10:12:53 PM): my dog doesnt live a joyous life either
Cheezewillis (10:13:00 PM): i dont walk him
Cheezewillis (10:13:08 PM): because i dont have time
Cheezewillis (10:13:13 PM): but i do have time i just dont
Cheezewillis (10:13:16 PM): because i cant find time
Cheezewillis (10:13:23 PM): but in reality i could but i cant
Cheezewillis (10:13:25 PM): because
Cheezewillis (10:13:27 PM): im unorganized
Cheezewillis (10:13:29 PM): lazy
Cheezewillis (10:13:38 PM): and i have trouble focusing on other things
Cheezewillis (10:13:40 PM): besides myself
Cheezewillis (10:13:52 PM): but then there are times when i cant even think about myself
Cheezewillis (10:14:00 PM): i tend to try to make a lot of peoplo happy
Cheezewillis (10:14:11 PM): and sometimes that sacrifaces my own pleasures
Cheezewillis (10:14:14 PM): and desires
Cheezewillis (10:14:21 PM): when i find someone i like
Cheezewillis (10:14:25 PM): i fall head over heels
Cheezewillis (10:14:32 PM): and try to play the game
Cheezewillis (10:14:34 PM): but i cant
Cheezewillis (10:14:41 PM): beacuse i suck and i always end up caving
Cheezewillis (10:14:46 PM): and kissing their feet
Cheezewillis (10:14:54 PM): begging for their affection
Cheezewillis (10:15:10 PM): i love my friends a lot
Cheezewillis (10:15:17 PM): my parents can vouch for that one
Cheezewillis (10:15:24 PM): they actually believe
Cheezewillis (10:15:27 PM): i lvoe my friends too much
Cheezewillis (10:15:34 PM): im too friend oriented, they say
Cheezewillis (10:15:38 PM): and they're probably right
Cheezewillis (10:15:51 PM): my mom said "you're the type of guy who grows up, moves out, and never comes back"
Cheezewillis (10:15:54 PM): and she's probably right
Cheezewillis (10:16:05 PM): that's the plain truth
Cheezewillis (10:16:08 PM): i love my sister a lot
Cheezewillis (10:16:10 PM): and i care about her
Cheezewillis (10:16:15 PM): i feel like
Cheezewillis (10:16:21 PM): im responsible for a lot of things
Cheezewillis (10:16:25 PM): like
Cheezewillis (10:16:30 PM): my parent's bad marriage
Cheezewillis (10:16:35 PM): my sister's insecurities
Cheezewillis (10:16:38 PM): my dog's obesity
Cheezewillis (10:16:51 PM): My own failures and problems
Cheezewillis (10:16:54 PM): i have a ton of problems
Cheezewillis (10:16:59 PM): and at times i try not to face them
Cheezewillis (10:17:03 PM): actualy at lot of times i dont
Cheezewillis (10:17:09 PM): i get anxious about things
Cheezewillis (10:17:13 PM): i get nervous about things
Cheezewillis (10:17:18 PM): when pushed to the limit
Cheezewillis (10:17:22 PM): i can explode
Cheezewillis (10:17:27 PM): and youll see a different side to me
Cheezewillis (10:17:29 PM): i yell at my father
Cheezewillis (10:17:33 PM): i digress a lot in my writing
Cheezewillis (10:17:34 PM): i love to write
Cheezewillis (10:17:38 PM): but i digress frequently
Cheezewillis (10:17:51 PM): and my english teacher believes i should do something about my informal writing style
Cheezewillis (10:17:55 PM): i keep a diary
Cheezewillis (10:18:00 PM): but i dont write in it
Cheezewillis (10:18:07 PM): i have a blog but i barely update it
Cheezewillis (10:18:17 PM): i usually masturbate to white girls
Cheezewillis (10:18:22 PM): even though i like asian ones
Cheezewillis (10:18:35 PM): im in love with food, if you haven't noticed already
Cheezewillis (10:18:44 PM): i myself am insecure at times
Cheezewillis (10:19:00 PM): but its mainly situated around my waistline if you catch my drift
Cheezewillis (10:19:06 PM): i have friends, and then i dnot have friends
Cheezewillis (10:19:10 PM): i feel lonley at times
Cheezewillis (10:19:13 PM): very depressed
Cheezewillis (10:19:16 PM): sometimes iw onder
Cheezewillis (10:19:19 PM): if i would actualy do it
Cheezewillis (10:19:23 PM): like if there was a button
Cheezewillis (10:19:31 PM): that read "suicide"
Cheezewillis (10:19:36 PM): wouild i press it?
Cheezewillis (10:19:38 PM): probably not
Cheezewillis (10:19:41 PM): because of the pain
Cheezewillis (10:19:42 PM): im weak
Cheezewillis (10:19:47 PM): im scared of that stuff
Cheezewillis (10:19:49 PM): but i wonder sometimes
Cheezewillis (10:19:54 PM): if there wasnt any pain involved
Cheezewillis (10:19:56 PM): would i do it?
Cheezewillis (10:20:01 PM): would i press the button?
grretc (10:20:04 PM): yeah
grretc (10:20:06 PM): you would
grretc (10:20:08 PM): we all would
Cheezewillis (10:20:13 PM): =[
Cheezewillis (10:21:02 PM): above everything
Cheezewillis (10:21:03 PM): im confused
Cheezewillis (10:21:17 PM): i wish i could be
Cheezewillis (10:21:25 PM): like the sea beneath the sea
Cheezewillis (10:21:28 PM): where tulips grow free
Cheezewillis (10:21:36 PM): i wish i could see
Cheezewillis (10:21:57 PM): above the tree where the moonlight shines
Cheezewillis (10:22:01 PM): i wish i could hear and feel
Cheezewillis (10:22:09 PM): and tear up at sad movies
Cheezewillis (10:22:13 PM): and taste and smell
Cheezewillis (10:22:20 PM): i wish i could just be me.
grretc (10:24:10 PM): why don't you copy and paste all that
grretc (10:24:11 PM): into yoru blog