my face crumbles, it caves inwards. I can't breathe. My eyes are strained. I can't think straight. I'm lost. I'm all alone. There's everyone and then there's no one. I'm lonely. I'm sad. I'm happy. I'm depressed...I'm not. I am.

I STILL FUCKING MISS YOU =[...............

i love you phillip morris..=[





i love you vivian lu =[=[

Your style’s out, mines coming in
Threw your shit into the trash bin
Forget what church taught you about sin
Creatures with fake lego features
With scaly fins
Coming up to haunt you, you cant win
Teleporting, resorting, to notions, or baby abortions
Clinics with picnics for scenic views
Because they pay per view
The three’s company marathon
No not pokemon
That shits so expensive it cost you
An ear and an arm
But you can’t hear without harm
Because you lost are your feeling



2)Single life (using the S-sound, S alliteration)
Single Singletons simpletons simpsons shrimsp sandwiches simple sentences with soupplanantatoins,
Simple minds exist to be fucked with im disgusted you fucked with like a puppet
No strings attached doesn’t mean im taklinga bout sex when you’re up there trying your best
To impress
You overdress
Looking ilke a pair of breasts
With oversized silicone fits
Inside a push up bra
Because you’re insecurities are at war
Brawl
And crawl and the floor as you try to com-PAR yourself to a chick at the bar
Looking sad, looking afar, with a bad hook
I cant cook, not a gook, not making asian, we having Italian
Confused by the pilings of
Tone deaf,

Like nestle tea, I rep a v
Neck on the line cuz I bust crazy raps all the time
Yes im a mime, but making boxes aren’t my shrine
I just do it in my time, glass boxing, hot boxing, but
Using chrome not mozilaa foxing
Call me the shit
(the shit)
Cool.
Llike two lovers, speedating for cover, under an elevators bumpber sticker im
Hurting her
Licking picures of fixed ioxtures of her facial structure on my accupucnture
I funcition only to live in exhaustion
Wasting my time while masturbating
The current rhymes are liberating
Im just debating
Currently Raymond
But not loved by everybody
Im like a rubix cube you could never solved
Broken and all the pieces long and gone
I solve myself and write my pains into songs
Picturing girls in thongs
You fucking them tilt hey hit bells
Like ding dong
Whos there?
Me fucking your bitch, that’s who
Coming out quick yes fool
I like to make them bitches drool
Stacked up top high cop fight bpie loose Jackie chan frying pan with a macho man eating peed on sand
Cant focus on adderoll all you beggars gonna ball up the streat without a feat or look or sway of that their feet, we live life in a crumepd in seat, we reach out to the constant beat, the lively meets, the frineley sweet hellos and swing bellows of joy for those to hear and those to crow too proud to flow or lost and whole again and all
I see shit in HD, see my AD on HD, I got ADHD
I just spelled it out like this
Cuz you couldn’t follow me
Im the bunny with the clock you alice with a cock
Ima run right down the rabbit hole
You just fingering the outside world
Barely clinging to a concept of self worth
Fairly singing to a concert of broken hearts

i cried while watching Breaking Bad...its this show about a 50 year old guy who turns to selling meth to make money so he can pay for his cancer therapy. Its pretty bad ass, but what's more crazy is like the tension between characters, his son, his wife, etc. I just started crying..I was thinking about us not being able to just watch movies together or anime or tv shows. Just be chill, just do shit you know? Fuck....I love you..=\ fuck..

im sorry, i dont know why I say those things. Please dont take it seriously, forreals. I was just trying to be open with you. I'm fine honestly, I just do still want to be with you very very much. But I understand why we're not together. I'm just really conflicted, I love you so much baby. =[

You're my baby forever..

sadness is all i know

I cling to the hand of sadness, like a child to a father. He takes me everywhere. He takes me to the bathroom to pee, and to the laundry room. We make food together. Heck, we even go to classes together. And he never lets me hang out with my friends unless he's around to make sure that I'm sad.