it's funny, but sad like bittersweet rain.
google took me to a tumblr of another Vivien with a E in her name
Yes with an e, instead of the a, who lives in Germany
Dusseldorf to be exact, she's a model I think, but honestly
You were my model. I miss you so much I can't swallow
these words must come out so I don't bottle them, hollow, empty promises
tying them down, lying around, not sure of what to do but contemplate suicide
crying sounds, lame ass excuses to not hang out
avoiding all social concepts, me just lost in my own project
ideas forming in my mind, get lost. I still find you on the web, fuck.
ADHD allows me to think about you, then think about you, and then daydream while thinking about you. IT's FUCKED UP.
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