I had an interview today

with OutclickMedia. Some internet, marketing, thing...not really sure. It was an internship possibility. Actually, my interview's not til another 30 minutes. And I don't think I'm going. I woke up late. Haven't showered, haven't dressed. Haven't called up my brother to take me. Fuck it. I can't even focus on my shit to be honest. You're like pepper spray in my eyes, I can't see clearly. All I see is you. My head's done working. It doesn't want to do anything except think about you all day. I guess a part of me just doesn't want it to end. sigh...I want to do everything with you. I want to sing with you. Joke with you, play with you, hang out with you, do everything with you. =[. I want to show you the cool side of Duy. I want to be that chill guy, the cool guy. I want to be the guy you love, the guy you're attracted to. =[ I'm so sorry baby. I'm so sorry I hurt you so badly.