my back aches, i dont know how much i can do this for.
my hearts too heavey, feelings fall to the floor
bottom low, but strong as ever, why's the end of the road always seem forever?
and yet i hate the word never, because that's all of eternity.
i dont want to sever our ties, i cant look at other girls in the eyes
it hurts for me to realize, that it is over. its over.
say it once, say it twice
over, over, over, never once does it seem like its over
im not over being over you.
shit.
i barely started, and if you think im a jerk, fuck. i dont even know what you think of me.
im as shitty as i can be without you. time to gather my shit together after its fallen to pieces, like im playing 52 pick up by myself, but id drive a 52' pick up just to see in good health, face smiling bright shine
all i want is to know that you're doing quite fine.
but im afraid to say a word, afraid to butt in and disturb
you're too beautiful for words....

why am i writing these..fuck.
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