Cheezewillis (9:56:39 PM): i hope

Cheezewillis (9:56:41 PM): minh ims me
Cheezewillis (9:56:42 PM): one day
grretc (9:57:02 PM): one day
Cheezewillis (9:57:20 PM): lol
Cheezewillis (9:57:22 PM): you little
grretc (10:07:35 PM): watsup duy
Cheezewillis (10:08:33 PM): nothing much homeboy
grretc (10:09:07 PM): there's gotta be something
grretc (10:09:08 PM): something
Cheezewillis (10:09:15 PM): lol minh
Cheezewillis (10:09:17 PM): you're too
Cheezewillis (10:09:21 PM): observant on the
Cheezewillis (10:09:24 PM): missing aspects
Cheezewillis (10:09:25 PM): come on
Cheezewillis (10:09:27 PM): cant i just
Cheezewillis (10:09:29 PM): talk t oyou
grretc (10:09:36 PM): it's just unlikely of you
Cheezewillis (10:09:40 PM): whaaat
Cheezewillis (10:09:43 PM): thats not true man
Cheezewillis (10:09:45 PM): its just beacuse
Cheezewillis (10:09:46 PM): you never
Cheezewillis (10:09:49 PM): talk to me
Cheezewillis (10:09:52 PM): try to get to know me
Cheezewillis (10:09:54 PM): you know
Cheezewillis (10:09:55 PM): so you assume
grretc (10:10:38 PM): .. okay duy
grretc (10:10:41 PM): tell me about yourself
Cheezewillis (10:10:47 PM): alright
Cheezewillis (10:10:47 PM): well
Cheezewillis (10:10:56 PM): im a 16 year old vietnamese boy
Cheezewillis (10:10:58 PM): living in america
Cheezewillis (10:11:06 PM): i live the suburban life
Cheezewillis (10:11:13 PM): trying to fit in, but also trying to not fit in
Cheezewillis (10:11:19 PM): highschoo;
Cheezewillis (10:11:22 PM): is still an awe to me
Cheezewillis (10:11:29 PM): im surprised im a junior
Cheezewillis (10:11:38 PM): time seems to fly by and i miss it quite frequently
Cheezewillis (10:11:45 PM): i have trouble swallowing pills
Cheezewillis (10:11:48 PM): medicine pills that is
Cheezewillis (10:11:55 PM): because what other kinda pills would there be?
Cheezewillis (10:11:56 PM): right?
Cheezewillis (10:12:01 PM): i snore at night
Cheezewillis (10:12:07 PM): i masturbate frequently
Cheezewillis (10:12:16 PM): my father and I have a bad relationship
Cheezewillis (10:12:21 PM): I cried today
Cheezewillis (10:12:40 PM): while spraying away the bits of dog poo left outside after i had cleaned it up
Cheezewillis (10:12:53 PM): my dog doesnt live a joyous life either
Cheezewillis (10:13:00 PM): i dont walk him
Cheezewillis (10:13:08 PM): because i dont have time
Cheezewillis (10:13:13 PM): but i do have time i just dont
Cheezewillis (10:13:16 PM): because i cant find time
Cheezewillis (10:13:23 PM): but in reality i could but i cant
Cheezewillis (10:13:25 PM): because
Cheezewillis (10:13:27 PM): im unorganized
Cheezewillis (10:13:29 PM): lazy
Cheezewillis (10:13:38 PM): and i have trouble focusing on other things
Cheezewillis (10:13:40 PM): besides myself
Cheezewillis (10:13:52 PM): but then there are times when i cant even think about myself
Cheezewillis (10:14:00 PM): i tend to try to make a lot of peoplo happy
Cheezewillis (10:14:11 PM): and sometimes that sacrifaces my own pleasures
Cheezewillis (10:14:14 PM): and desires
Cheezewillis (10:14:21 PM): when i find someone i like
Cheezewillis (10:14:25 PM): i fall head over heels
Cheezewillis (10:14:32 PM): and try to play the game
Cheezewillis (10:14:34 PM): but i cant
Cheezewillis (10:14:41 PM): beacuse i suck and i always end up caving
Cheezewillis (10:14:46 PM): and kissing their feet
Cheezewillis (10:14:54 PM): begging for their affection
Cheezewillis (10:15:10 PM): i love my friends a lot
Cheezewillis (10:15:17 PM): my parents can vouch for that one
Cheezewillis (10:15:24 PM): they actually believe
Cheezewillis (10:15:27 PM): i lvoe my friends too much
Cheezewillis (10:15:34 PM): im too friend oriented, they say
Cheezewillis (10:15:38 PM): and they're probably right
Cheezewillis (10:15:51 PM): my mom said "you're the type of guy who grows up, moves out, and never comes back"
Cheezewillis (10:15:54 PM): and she's probably right
Cheezewillis (10:16:05 PM): that's the plain truth
Cheezewillis (10:16:08 PM): i love my sister a lot
Cheezewillis (10:16:10 PM): and i care about her
Cheezewillis (10:16:15 PM): i feel like
Cheezewillis (10:16:21 PM): im responsible for a lot of things
Cheezewillis (10:16:25 PM): like
Cheezewillis (10:16:30 PM): my parent's bad marriage
Cheezewillis (10:16:35 PM): my sister's insecurities
Cheezewillis (10:16:38 PM): my dog's obesity
Cheezewillis (10:16:51 PM): My own failures and problems
Cheezewillis (10:16:54 PM): i have a ton of problems
Cheezewillis (10:16:59 PM): and at times i try not to face them
Cheezewillis (10:17:03 PM): actualy at lot of times i dont
Cheezewillis (10:17:09 PM): i get anxious about things
Cheezewillis (10:17:13 PM): i get nervous about things
Cheezewillis (10:17:18 PM): when pushed to the limit
Cheezewillis (10:17:22 PM): i can explode
Cheezewillis (10:17:27 PM): and youll see a different side to me
Cheezewillis (10:17:29 PM): i yell at my father
Cheezewillis (10:17:33 PM): i digress a lot in my writing
Cheezewillis (10:17:34 PM): i love to write
Cheezewillis (10:17:38 PM): but i digress frequently
Cheezewillis (10:17:51 PM): and my english teacher believes i should do something about my informal writing style
Cheezewillis (10:17:55 PM): i keep a diary
Cheezewillis (10:18:00 PM): but i dont write in it
Cheezewillis (10:18:07 PM): i have a blog but i barely update it
Cheezewillis (10:18:17 PM): i usually masturbate to white girls
Cheezewillis (10:18:22 PM): even though i like asian ones
Cheezewillis (10:18:35 PM): im in love with food, if you haven't noticed already
Cheezewillis (10:18:44 PM): i myself am insecure at times
Cheezewillis (10:19:00 PM): but its mainly situated around my waistline if you catch my drift
Cheezewillis (10:19:06 PM): i have friends, and then i dnot have friends
Cheezewillis (10:19:10 PM): i feel lonley at times
Cheezewillis (10:19:13 PM): very depressed
Cheezewillis (10:19:16 PM): sometimes iw onder
Cheezewillis (10:19:19 PM): if i would actualy do it
Cheezewillis (10:19:23 PM): like if there was a button
Cheezewillis (10:19:31 PM): that read "suicide"
Cheezewillis (10:19:36 PM): wouild i press it?
Cheezewillis (10:19:38 PM): probably not
Cheezewillis (10:19:41 PM): because of the pain
Cheezewillis (10:19:42 PM): im weak
Cheezewillis (10:19:47 PM): im scared of that stuff
Cheezewillis (10:19:49 PM): but i wonder sometimes
Cheezewillis (10:19:54 PM): if there wasnt any pain involved
Cheezewillis (10:19:56 PM): would i do it?
Cheezewillis (10:20:01 PM): would i press the button?
grretc (10:20:04 PM): yeah
grretc (10:20:06 PM): you would
grretc (10:20:08 PM): we all would
Cheezewillis (10:20:13 PM): =[
Cheezewillis (10:21:02 PM): above everything
Cheezewillis (10:21:03 PM): im confused
Cheezewillis (10:21:17 PM): i wish i could be
Cheezewillis (10:21:25 PM): like the sea beneath the sea
Cheezewillis (10:21:28 PM): where tulips grow free
Cheezewillis (10:21:36 PM): i wish i could see
Cheezewillis (10:21:57 PM): above the tree where the moonlight shines
Cheezewillis (10:22:01 PM): i wish i could hear and feel
Cheezewillis (10:22:09 PM): and tear up at sad movies
Cheezewillis (10:22:13 PM): and taste and smell
Cheezewillis (10:22:20 PM): i wish i could just be me.
grretc (10:24:10 PM): why don't you copy and paste all that
grretc (10:24:11 PM): into yoru blog