At times I find it unbearable

to hold it all together. It's like trying to juggle a piano in one hand while simultaneously rubbing the stomach of an albino Norwegian sheep...with the same hand. yeah. crazy. Do Norwegians even have sheep? oh whatever, that's so not the point. The point is, I'm crazy about you and...and...and...FUCK. ljeakljflekwfyweljlk.


yeah...

Today was Fun=]

"Duy, what's wrooonggg..." =]

*sigh* Life's too good sometimes...*BIGGER SIGH* ahhhh...




Girl, fealkjfelajflkejljl siiglkjsalkejl damnnn

HHAHA. Oh. My. God, duyyyy...='feaeflfe=feaf=ef=e=fe=fe


*ahem* anyways...like I said, today was fun=] And no I'm not letting any of you in on the..uh..details haha





maybe some day though=] I'll keep ya posted.

Every day is a brand new day

"Chocolateeeee," demanded the yellow-bellied toad. His hunger seeped through the soil and wrapped its hands around the frightened boy. "I..I...," the boy stuttered as he gripped his chocolate tight between his fists. "Boi, gimmie duh chocolate, and," with a slurping sound,"and maybe's I wunt kill yuhs," bellowed the gruesome toad. The boy, obviously nervous, slowly loosened his hold on his precious cargo. "Thatsa boi...now lemme haft da goods." With his long fat, whip-like tongue, the toad slung out, took hold of the chocolate, and retracted it into his mouth. "Mhmmmm...das sum gooooo chocolate...mwahhaha," grumbled the toad.

Remember that thing?

Remember that thing?
That thing on that string?
You tied it up there last night.
How could you have forgotten?
You tied it. Yes, you did.
Right there, over here,
Under where?
That thing on the string.
You strung it up there.
And now you forgot
What brought you to bring.
And now that you sought
for what that you brought
you can't help but watch
as you sit and get caught.

To ___________,

Dog, dog, DOG. Come on. We're brothers. I love you man, but sometimes I really want to cave your head in with my guitar. OUT OF LOVE. I want to cave your head in with my guitar, out of love! Haha..kaykay. So first things first, you need to get over this wall man. This wall. This wall got nothing on you. You're king kong man. fUCKING KING KONG. Fuck that wall. Rip it apart. Then when you're past that wall, there'll be another one waiting, so don't be surprised. And after you demolish that second wall, a third wall will uncoincidentally appear. Don't be shocked, don't be frightened. There's a parttern to this, trust me. It's all part of..the plan. You see, when you were born, your parents had this crazy idea that you would turn out fine. And you did man, there's nothing wrong with you, its just..you're not where you want yourself to be. I can tell man. I mean well, yeah I can tell. You have problems all the time man and you can see how hard it is for me to be your friend, how hard it is for me to be your brother. But here I am. I'm still here with you, even after all these years. To be honest, you've made things harder then they should ever be, but I understand. I just need more. I know you put effort into it, but you're not thinking along the same path as I am, and that's where we have difficulty communicating our thoughts. I want you to be strong above all though brother, dog. I, geezus man. Sometimes I might not show it but God dude I love you. Forreals. I love you man. You just gotta understand that I won't always be there for you, and I need you to be strong. You're the young birdling who still lives in his mom's nest. You need to fucking learn how to carry yourself on your own fucking wings before I blow up on you. =] Sorry if I'm harsh dog, but mother knows best. Fuck dude, you seroiusly need to calm down about these little "nothings". They're NOTHING. really. They are. I just wish you could see. I wish you could open your eyes and smell the coffee. I wish you could wake up and see what the fuck's going on. Someday you will, you're just moving at an extremely slow pace, as if your life's in fast forward but you're stuck in slowmo. Shit, must suck huh? I feel you though, I've been where you've been. Just keep your head up, and I'll teach you soon enough. I just need you to be patient. That's all I'm asking. Be patient, keep your head up. Most importantly, please don't die? Good.


Love,
Big Brother