goals before you head back:

1) record with joe
2) fix up the flow club
3) exercise everyday
4) take parmesan for a walk everyday and relax
5) figure out which laptop youre taking down
6) figure out what you need for costco and what not
7) dude alright uhhmms

goals for today wednesday
1) clean up room
2) organize flow
3) organize raps onto word docs...
4) figure out homework figure out classes

i aint trying to sell out
dont care if it makes cents, it dont make sense
to me
dont care if i make cents/sense, since i do shit for me so fuck your importance


distant consistent persistent kissing (im as normal as kissing cousins (cousins kissing) is to americans before the civil war)
medicine visitin listen assitant proficient like hes good at fishing (profishing)

i reckon when i flow wreck it in a second, yo
leggo that ego before it gets a hold of your soul
flow out your nostrils no controlll
oh noooo
we bout to go but where should we go but up
not down cause im profound
prosounds for the pro hounds




i dont know how to survay (survive)
inner thigh sinner's highs dinner light
needa make room for the winning pie
thats the appetite apple of my eye
neophyte


cooking beats, thats the diet

ill sell a fly kit
my niche
hip hop my quiche
capiche?


this the midnight club we smoking weed around a smoking fire
while we smoking fire

you can bring the weed along and we can haev a read along....like drake said...
but what can we agree upon?


the soul is the sun, the mind is the moon, so when theres an eclipse im blind

the sun like the soul, the moon like the mind so when there's an eclipse im blind, im blind

the sun is the soul, the moon is the mind, so when there's an eclipse, im blind, im blind

pointless broken ticonderoga

broke his dick, broke his wood with tights on doing yoga

jointless soaked in

treason, no trees son mo steeze forbreeze (febreeze prouncouned like forbreeze)

scumbag steeve 

adam sandler big daddy

scuba steeve


im fly so your btich treat me like a cock pit

a pit stop for her cock lips

co pilot mo higher than the optics in a satellite sat her right whatta night
the topic is that bitch you are the top pick
im the top pick so take off your top quick
love need no logic so lets get on it
giirll
lets hope you shaved not like them french arm pits
when our legs lock it i shoot off like a rock et
theres no stopping it our passion posinous toxic
kills like pollution to them tropics
girl lets romp it, im honest we on it til bombs hit
from north korea..shit
somber skit
calmer hits
warm mitts

pointless broken ticonderoga

broke his dick, broke his wood

jointless

mike jones, flossin INSTRUMENTAL

'
felt the buzz
she smelt the herb
girl with the belt with the studs
felt the love
smoke the superb dank-ass herb, we picked up at the clubbb oooo
ooooo
oo...
choruss ooo oo


fucked a bad bitch she was a freak
a maltease, a bad tease
no manners no yes please
she just do her and do you like siamese
fuck greed she love grease like travolta
she trying to comfort ya in every way possible
she mustve had a rough past to want to past right to the rough stuff
no questions no wasted huff puffs




bomb beats
bomb feast

vietnamese hit the trees split, fall to the kneeds to please
damn put me at ease, girl you a tease...
weezy weeze and eeazzy eeee we free we free style til we cant
at night when im feeling violet, quiet, silent, cant fight it gotta write it outttt
im calling outtt
to all the emceess
rap plenty please rap for your easee
rap for your ease
we all claim to beeee
different but im keeping my steeze


vietnamese
jungle in ya
the hunger in ya
you cant fight it
its in yoru genetics
your will, will die in seconds
so realize that your soul beckons
girl with the freckles and
i want you more than a gecko can
insure me that im safe in the mist of chaos
all by myself
im lost no style or fight in me
to even try to regain my forgotten ground
what whores brought in pounds
was just bullshit and bacteria
infecting my interior
im looking for superiors
but i cant find a god
a heaven or cause
theres no haven for the lost
we all clueless in our own broth
love full..bout to froth
at the top
i blow it off
and whisper close
my nose shut closed, i tip toe
outside in the middle of the night
and breathe in a staggered first breath
my verse felt
real i rapped til i feel like i napped
and woke up in a dream
inception, i was in control, lucid
as fuck, fluid and such, my flow
fell from the soul so i had no control
how to flow was natural
as eating cereal in the morning ho
so, quit your moaning ho, whilst
your dead rappers start mourning flow,
im aiming for the stunning gold
waking up with the morning glow

my heart softens, swollen shut, i think of her too often. the slightest (touch) thought brings back a potent punch, the kind you find in kool-aid stuff Jones town bluff, she like my main muff
im profound my pro-sounds make y'all pronouns look like normal ones, pronounce your
every thought is made for her
i tell my mind to forget her
but it fights for her
my soul is imparted i parted it out for sell
i dont have my heart anymore, cant you tell
it belongs to you, or at least I thought
but now I'm not sure, for what have i sought?
a long and battered relationship, it feels like a drought
drained of emotions, tears, and any form of companionship
all I'm left with is fear
the fear of being alone
the fear of not finding someone
the fear of not having you
crushes me so I cannot move
I think of you when i think of no one
when I'm alone and you're the only one
the only buoy i grab a hold of in the sea of confusion
take a chance but what chances are left when you've only got one

http://www.reddit.com/r/Music/comments/13vvcm/its_not_pandora_spotify_or_rdio_but_its_something/

http://www.reddit.com/r/WeAreTheMusicMakers

Speed dating with all these sororities got me feeling exasperated from bullshit

What I liked about this girl was that she wasn’t saturated in bullshit

Real down to earth girl, she introduced herself

Dressed in black and gold pajamas she was from green castle indiana

In the end her lips curled and I swear she was the prettiest girl in this world

Her beauty blinding me with rays like gamma

I wanted a picture of her in panorama

girl walked into the room underdressed the latest louie and Gucci not on her chest

Amateur flows always damage her soul so I try to spit only the looogies that truly express

for her to hear

damn girl open your ear

cause you damn near..the top,

She told me to stop starring and showed me what she brought

tabacco rolled and a canister of dro im shocked

First time meeting a theta but I swear I would date her

Check your data, these aren’t a buncha beta zetas they thetas

These girls first place but they last like omega

If you know what I mean…

She said she’d relax me like Jamaica

grabbed my hand and  slipped me blue dreams

I didn’t wanna be a pansy, grabbed her a pansy and handed it to her all manly

She went ape like chimpanzee told me I was pretty dandy

I told her welcome to my green castle, ill be the king you can be the queen

We climbed to the rooftop, kicked it and burned some tree

We were burning bright like Twin stars, mary, kate and Ashley

We were so lifted we were posted in the sky like kites

Damn man what a night,

but wait it gets better!

She started telling me things that made me lighter than a feather

While eating some leftover pasta she told me she loved helping out with casa,

Helping out with casa was sweeter to her than quava

Check the roster cause these thetas aint imposters

they foster kids so they can prosper

and stand up with proper posture ughh

damn girl mi casa es su casa!

I believe in her so much its true, can't see this thro-o-ough, o-ouh-oo
all I feel now are the bluesss, babyy, don't wanna lie, wanna stay true, (but i hate to say IT!
what i make it for??what can I doo-ooo...
why I fake it for???why can't I just be coo-oo-ool.

its 4:55 am and I'm awake thinking about you...i have a doctor's appointment tomorrow at 2 pm and I haven't slept a good sleep in awhile.


But that doesn't deter the fact that my mind can't stop its gears and grind to halt. No, not when I'm thinking about you.




I miss you.




There hasn't been a night yet where I haven't thought about you. You're everything to me still..it's sad to admit..it hurts to admit it.

I hate to feel this still while you feel nothing
it makes me ill and feel like i am the silly
one to miss you so feverishly.


fuck this. dude




I want to make languages and speak with you, talk to you. I want us to be weird with each other and accept each other for who we are. I'm sorry I became so shady, I'm sorry I became so gross and naughty. I'm sorry for everything.


I just want it all back, how many sorries must it take?! =[


its never coming back. and I miss you so.

Is it over yet man?

I swear this is true, I'm just that in love man.
can't help but be hooked, like a fish on the line
how i wish i had a dime, she's always on my mind
don't know what to do, one love, one love, like bob marley
But these slobs hardly, give me a hard on, sluts and their behinds
I ain't trying to dance behind. I keep a close distance, if that makes sense
but these girls don't make sense, I'm sorry, I juts don't make sense. I'm not looking for a second dance, a second chance, I reckon change ain't something I'm repping mayng. My own style's so insane, gotta keep myself on the same, level as these fucking lames, but I gotta say I'm fly, yeah I'm sorry cocky, but my fly's down now so say hi, to my little dick bitch suck it dryyyy now.

fuck rape, fuck racism, and fuck haters,
all yall fucking take what we make and dip down the fader
fucking sinister, darth vadar, minister, bought later, religion wasnt turned on in my head yet maybe, I realized that I didn't udnerstand what I was saying until now I know ho I am and I know what must be done. I havne't stayed concious enough for long, and when I write and flow it comes out, IO know who I am, iI can can ebe in the zone right now.

i spit a flow

My heart is made of gold, so them bitches be mining anyways, gold diggers

my heart is made of gold, why you thinking these bitches digging for?
(why you think these bitches diggin me or dont you think these bitches diggin me
my art is where im sold, im top of the line, spitting from the top every line, these bitches tops are looking fine, they take em off and im like damnn dimee.

a dime's just a ten away, itinerary, fingers hairy, find me haley, shes a big browned cutie, peeling back her layers cause she's a friggin cutie,
feeling a stack of papers cause money is my duty

be mine in seven days
in seven lays, seven ways, we can have a heavens play, angels lay, down in the sand where i kick up my feet yeah man,

i aint a knock off, no metal knocker,

fucking broken foot, how's I'm sposed to make it through the dirt
uneven, it hurts
lost so i curse...
fuck this verse
can't even make it right
like im left-handed
left stranded, with no help handed, to me. i gotta go get help, find myself, that's the first step.

focus, focus: get your shit going, keep your freestyles coming.

don't know what im diong, dont know what im doing
is this what people really want,

Frank Ocean - Thinking About You Remix

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7MHHawGYVvE


Hook

A tornado flew around my room before you came
Excuse the mess it made, it usually doesn't rain
In Southern California, much like Arizona
My eyes don't shed tears, but, boy, they bawl

When I'm thinkin' 'bout you
(Ooh, no, no, no)
I've been thinkin' 'bout you
(You know, know, know)
I've been thinkin' 'bout you
Do you think about me still?
Do ya, do ya?

Chorus

Or do you not think so far ahead? (Ahead)
'Cause I been thinkin' 'bout forever (Oooh, oooh)

Or do you not think so far ahead? (Ahead)
'Cause I been thinkin' 'bout forever (Oooh, oooh)

Verse 1

Girls look at me I get confused, it’s just too taboo,
those aren’t the brown eyes I’m used to,
Never want you to misconstrue, my feelings for you, still true,
Tried to place you in the backseat, but all I do is keep staring back at you, in the rear view
Your love is hard to break through,
I see you in every hue of blue,
Im blind, so my hands only search for you,
they’re not my kind, I condemn,
Im still with you, I tell em, aint that something,
fuck, I miss you, got nothing.
Never wanna bid adieu, every, every, girl I see is you, déjà vu, déjà vu
im wishing I had a way to go back to you, the fact that, my loves still intact its true, its hard to retract my feelings I have for you.
feeling like edgar allan poe, got a raven in tow, don’t you know
Been craving your badly behaving body like a zombie, but you’s a shotty and
You blow my brains, all over the place. Im going insane, off these emotional games, love’s pulling me in different ways, I dont know which way to go,
I'm lost without you oh, oh
I'm thinking about forever, forever don't you know, dont you know


No, I don't like you, I just thought you were cool
Enough to kick it
Got a beach house I could sell you in Idaho
Since you think I don't love you, I just thought you were cute
That's why I kiss you
Got a fighter jet, I don't get fly it, though

I'm lyin' down thinkin' 'bout you
(Ooh, no, no, no)
I've been thinkin' 'bout you
(You know, know, know)
I've been thinkin' 'bout you
Do you think about me still?
Do ya, do ya?

Or do you not think so far ahead? (Ahead)
'Cause I been thinkin' 'bout forever (Oooh, oooh)

Or do you not think so far ahead? (Ahead)
'Cause I been thinkin' 'bout forever (Oooh, oooh)

Yes, of course
I remember, how could I forget?
How you feel?
And though you were my first time
A new feel
It won't ever get old, not in my soul
Not in my spirit, keep it alive
We'll go down this road
'Til it turns from color to black and white

Or do you not think so far ahead? (Ahead)
'Cause I been thinkin' 'bout forever (Oooh, oooh)

Or do you not think so far ahead? (Ahead)
'Cause I been thinkin' 'bout forever (Oooh, oooh)

Verse 2 with Chorus

You rock them crocs on your feet
Still devine, redvine, sweet
Licorice lick her ish, hit that shit,
You were prettiest, with a little dress, fit
Perfectly on your waist, shit
Cant keep my eyes off you still
It’s the truth I cant conceal
Sneak a peek at you I will
Facebook stalking, shit’s gon real
Thinking about you is an understatement, cause your always on my mind
Not sure if I can find, a replacement
another, shiny dime, pretty face,
body great with a mind that aint,
like yours in the first place, these whores are the worst dates,
so why should I waste my time, on these…whatevers, whatevers..

nudist, new this, lose this, whose this, new biz, knew this,

up up up up up late

and im thinking

damn im wishing

for something different

when I don't even know whats normal.

drip drip drip drip drip, fate

is dripping, dripping on your neck

waiting for you to mess up, and forget

that you already had your soul to begin with

you just thought you didn't, you forfeit

before you even had a chance to morph, metamorphosis,

changing vocalist, blaming hopelessness, for your lack in senselessness, im worthlessness all in a bag ready for darkness, im less of everything you are

i got proof, these scars

Whoever you want to be

I believe in you.

http://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/dy8qq/every_day_i_wake_up_and_i_feel_miserable/

please dont.

youre not supposed to do this though, its not right. im still not over you so its okay for me to check out your blog and stuff but not right for you=\

can you please not update your blog..i dont think i can handle it..=[

new goal

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNG9gSJKbAo&feature=relmfu

make a rap video or song with this guy.

im up late, confused so i masturbate.
typical, so typical, so original. that was sarcasm, oh that shit bites. oh fuck me, oh what a night. so sad lately, but still controlled, people seem to like me more, but only if i got tree or flow, am i me fer shure or am i a fake, counterfeit,

im so confuseeedddd..do i want to talk to her, because i love her, or is it my insecurities...

i profess my love for her, but...i'm not really sure...if its reall..am i fake?

who am i...who am i....

tell me...please someone...who am i...who am i...

bitches blow us, like monica, lewinski, or like a harmonica, hahaha,